I feel eternally hurt;
my brother says there's no reason to, the reason why I feel so blown away and depressed,
is caused by a "better camera". I found this girl, her blog I mean, and she leads the life that I want.
Literally, she has the friends I want, she looks the way I do (furthermore, would like to), lives in
a place where I would want to, has enormous talent with photography, and I bet writing too, because
of the way she exposes her blog (it's in another language, so I really can't read much).
Looking at her blog, I felt like laying in bed all day, because there's just no reason to get up and out.
I've never come across anyone like her, and now, now all I want is that -